Bad Decisions and Building Anticipation

Hey, Vivienne here. The past weekend was absolutely ridiculous. Not in a good way either. Let me expatiate.

Thursday I thought I was going to see Frank and his friends. I got ready, was all atwitter like a fourteen-year-old, and walked into his place feeling like I might die. Then, as I hug his roommate, he lets me know that Frank's not there. Damn it. But, the silver lining on the sucky cloud is that Frank was out-of-town (so I could relax a bit), and that I did not mention Frank to his roommate, his roommate just associated me with him. ;-) So, points for me.

Anyway, my plan to figure things out Thursday had failed miserably. The night only amounted to seeing my non-exboyfriend (the one who broke up with me even though we weren't dating, I think I'll call him Luke from now on.) He treated me like someone he barely knew, and I saw his arm around some girl. So the night went from exciting to disappointing to angering. I am going to try to avoid Luke encounters for awhile, so he will forget what I look like, I can improve physically, and then run into him one day nonchalantly as a femme fatale.

Saturday was its own little disaster. I went to a party, but no memorable guys surfaced to sweep me off my feet and perform a Valentine's-Night-Miracle. So what's a lonely single girl to do? Make a mistake involving an ex-boyfriend of course. Oy! After breaking up last year, he (hmm... let's call him Patrick) and I had finally gotten to the Friendly-And-Playful-With-Moderate-Sexual-Tension stage. For any mathematicians out there, I can tell you that this equation is absolutely correct: (Ex-Boyfriend + Ex-Girlfriend + Built-Up Tension + Alcohol) X Valentine's Day = Bad Idea. Luckily I had self-control, because Patrick did not, and the night only amounted to an amusing indiscretion rather than a slutty ex-scapade.

As for the FFS (Future Frank Situation)... I have recently had self-initiated-textual-exchanges with him. He was sweet, and didn't seem to be annoyed. I was also assured earlier of his interest by a mutual friend of ours. So, for now, I'm thinking:
Best Case Scenario: Sometime this week he will contact me and want to see me. I still have some stuff of his that I borrowed, so he has to see me eventually.
Worst Case Scenario: I have inspired enough fear in him that he doesn't want his things back. If this is the situation, I will think of them as a thanks for playing! consolation prize. ;-)

Over and Out and Always Yours,
Vivienne